Эмилия

Re: Jonathan

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:33:21 GMT

Господь, Пастырь мой; я ни в чем не буду нуждаться:
Он покоит меня на злачных пажитях и водит меня к водам тихим,
подкрепляет душу мою, направляет меня на стези правды ради имени Своего.
Если я пойду и долиною смертной тени, не убоюсь зла, потому что Ты со мной; Твой жезл и Твой посох они успокаивают меня.
Ты приготовил предо мною трапезу в виду врагов моих; умастил елеем голову мою; чаша моя преисполнена.
Так, благость и милость да сопровождают меня во все дни жизни моей, и я пребуду в доме Господнем многие дни.

Potential Wife Credentials

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 01:57:43 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Stability	\|\|	10%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Interdependence	\|\|	10%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	84%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%

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Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual

Psychosomatic

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 18:12:51 GMT

I will give my virginity to the first person to provide me with Albuterol.
No seriously.

/wrists

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 00:03:42 GMT

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 23:53:42 GMT

A picture hidden in an unusual place caught me off guard.
I miss feeling like this.

Hella

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 10:36:25 GMT

Relatives of my mother's husband are on holiday at my house for two months. They are loud and boisterous and of Mediterranean descent. They make lots of gestures with their hands, presumably because they do not possess the skill required to convey ideas abstractly, that is, without the use of hand gestures. This makes me nervous, the way that pinky rings, egg plant, and football referees make me nervous.

On another note, I'm quickly becoming obsessed with the fact that the best friend is quickly becoming obsessed with her boyfriend who is quickly losing his novelty. This upsets me quite a bit more than I let on.

Finally, the opportunity cost of going out with friends (which, for my immediate purposes, will NOT be considered an investment in human capital) is that I have less time to spend alone in my room. This opportunity cost must be noted and recognized to be highly undesirable.

Splinter

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 23:59:44 GMT

In a sacred roman chapel feel an ancient winter.

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 17:01:22 GMT

Friends Only
If you want to meet me, comment.
If I like you, I'll add you.

A line allows progress, a circle does not

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 18:12:27 GMT

We have cycles. Predictable cycles. Nauseating cycles. The trough becomes exponentially longer and harder to climb out of. The peak becomes progressively shorter and shorter. One day we may never go back. We may never fall in love again. I'm tired of giving a shit and tired of waiting. Why does every other girl get different standards then I do? And why can't we just talk about it. I'm tired of feeling sick all the time.

Try to stay high, it's a good life, end of discussion.

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 16:04:30 GMT

Sometimes it should be more than sometimes.

Christmas Trees and Time Stamps

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 20:09:17 GMT

(4:28:31 PM): i certainly don't hate you
(4:28:59 PM): oh ok
(4:29:52 PM): wow, you sooo don't sound like you believe me
(4:30:08 PM): or maybe you don't want to believe me, that way when you stop talking to me, if won't be as difficult for oyu
(4:30:49 PM): you mean when YOU stop talking to ME, it wont be as difficult.
(4:31:40 PM): whateva whateva
(4:31:48 PM): i'll only stop if you stop first
(4:31:54 PM): i wont stop
(4:32:18 PM): then you know i won't either
(4:32:32 PM): you might
(4:33:21 PM): because?
(4:33:26 PM): whatever. you shouldn't think that

What did I do that you can't seem to want me?

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 20:44:20 GMT

When my mother's mother was young she could sit in a room of people or a party for hours and you would never even know she was there. This is one of the few traditionally feminine traits that I retain. My mother talks about it like it's a gift. How many people wish they were entirely unnoticable?
I think my mother's mother was thirty-three when she died. Maybe thirty-six. Fourty years ago. I think I wish I had gotten the chance to meet her.

Is this really what you want? Or are you just sticking with it now cause it's all you got?

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 05:53:05 GMT

HolyRomanMartyr: <333
HolyRomanMartyr: hey emily
HolyRomanMartyr: i love you

Sometimes I am afraid he could have been the one.

Bloodshot, red, and wild, and alive

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 07:25:34 GMT

My style is flawless. My tastes are harsh and youthful and and distant and impersonal, like my music, like me. I've overcome addiction. I've had my heart broken. I've been there. I've done that, and them, and those. I am not reluctantly elitist but entirely lacking a desire to display an age-appropriate obligatory faux naivete. I'm their hipster posterchild. I'm their fashionista. Even my prepubescent body is dripping (with sarcasm) for you. Even I can't tell anymore if my voice is lathered in gentle playfulness or if it's mocking your affection. The truth is I'm no better than trash on the street. The truth is it's not like I thought I ever was anyways. I never had a reason to be better than that. (You are the exception to this) I am a paper plate. I have everything it takes to be one of the people who are better than everyone. I have everything it takes to die alone. I have everything it takes to mean nothing to anyone, to leave no mark on the world.

But please remember me when I was sweet. Please remember me when I was hopeful and positive and innocent. Please remember when I could think of at least one thing that was good enough for me. Please remember when I wasn't so ugly on the inside. Please remember when I was worth waiting for. Please remind me that I can still be that way. You warm my heart. You make me feel like a person that is worth knowing again.

It scares me how easy it is for me to be alone, but, at the same time, the thought of not having you makes me feel like the last person on earth, and it scares me to death.